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Mother's Day 2011

May 13, 2011–me with my mom & Christian Rogelio… My first Mother’s Day & his baptism day. (GREAT look I had going on with the braces, glasses, bad haircut, & leftover pregnant-fat-face… And I cleverly got an eight-year driver’s license right about then. Shudder!)

The last time Mother’s Day was on the thirteenth (my lucky number!) was the year 2001–my first Mother’s Day as a Mommy.  It was also the day we baptized my son Christian, wearing the same christening-gown I’d worn twenty-six years earlier. My parents have shared it with many family friends in the intervening years, and my mother had embroidered each child’s name and baptism-date into the lining–beginning with mine, and with Christian’s as the newest addition.

On the first Mother’s Day I spent with my daughter in the world, she was in Neonatal Intensive Care and I had a sore throat–which meant I couldn’t take my germs in to see her on Mother’s Day.  Already stressed and stretched to my limits by two months of shuttling between my NICU-baby and my child-at-home, being shut out of the NICU on Mother’s Day felt like the proverbial back-breaking straw. Except you can’t let your back break when you’re Mom; you keep going anyway.  I honestly believed that would be my roughest Mother’s Day ever.


Playing Princess with Elena Grace on Mother’s Day 2010

Last year, however, Mother’s Day found us just six months out from our devastating alcoholic relapse, with NO visitation of our kids, and legal action filed by my Ex trying to terminate my parental rights. And although Christian told my Mom on Mother’s Day that he wanted to call me, my Ex wouldn’t put the kids on the phone, claiming they didn’t want to talk to me anymore. THAT, God willing, was the roughest Mother’s Day I ever hope to see.

In contrast to that (or even taken entirely on its own!) today was absolutely beautiful, in every sense. We had three of our seven kids with us (we have joint custody again of the younger two, and full custody of our teenager), I opened cards with hearts and owls on them, and Christian told me contentedly that “HOME is where my MOM is!” Today I am absolutely overwhelmed with gratitude and joy.

I’ve been gifted with a kick-ass mom of my own (more on that topic tomorrow)–and despite my screw-ups in life, I still get to be Mommy to mine. Truly, I’m blessed!

Mother's Day owl card

Christian’s card today for Mother’s Day

14 thoughts on “Lucky 13 for One Mommy

  1. Keoni da Kook says:

    Everyday and sometimes multiple times throughout the day I thank Ke Akua for the opportunity to rebuild the trust and relationship with our children, our parents and with each other. Happy Mother’s Day Kana My Iguana, Ko’u ‘Ele Makule


  2. Anonymous says:

    Every day i thank Ke Akua for Granny being in our lives. Our lives have forever changed for the best! I have my Daddy back FOREVER! I love you Granny! Happy mothers day!


    1. Anelahiki'alani says:

      Woops….anonymous is Me!


      1. Kana Tyler says:

        One Glad Granny here–I’m Blessed and Joyful to be part of the Tyler ‘Ohana! All our love to the Cali Crew! Hugs from Granny & The Dads ;)


  3. Beth Parker says:

    Happy Mother’s Day, Kana! I’m glad it was a good one!


  4. Beautiful! Happy Mother’s Day!


  5. I’m so delighted you had a happy Mother’s Day. You deserve it, Kana!


  6. So glad you had a beautiful Mother’s Day this year — you so clearly deserve and appreciated it more than anyone can probably imagine. :)


  7. Judy says:

    So happy for you!


  8. Pat says:

    That card is precious! So glad to hear you had a great Mother’s Day.


  9. Melynda says:

    Both of mine were in the NICU also. I feel your pain on that one. It’s heart wrenching to be in that position. I’m so glad you have your kids back! What a blessing! I hope you have a wonderful day. I’m so glad I’m getting to know you.


    1. Kana Tyler says:

      Me too! :)


  10. Hope this year was the best Mother’s Day.


    1. Kana Tyler says:

      Absolutely! :)


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